At the moment I keep oscillating between these two states of mind. And it is a regular, rhythmic motion. I still haven’t found out what’s at the centre. Recently I’ve had to let a dream die. Something I’d been planning and looking forward to for a while. I’ve had this happen in the past, I’m sure you have to. The difference this time is oscillating between these two states. Here’s what’s happening. I get a bit sad and flat about this dream dying but then a sense of possibi